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#sometimes I love sitting in complete darkness also knowing death is literally around the corner#it's so thick in the air it's unreal#I haven't mentioned anything about it here but#my kitty has cancer and things haven't looked good at all during the last 2 days#I fear that it won't take too long anymore until she will die#I'm so used to doing everything by myself and I know I will manage somehow as always but#I can't deny I sometimes get so fucking tired of always putting on a brave face and pretending that everything's fine#and not talk to my few friends who unfortunately suffer so much themselves and sadly don't even live near me#and yet I don't even want to talk because I'm way too exhausted#mayhaps just the presence of someone who cares and understands could be enough I think#but there's nothing like that anymore so I keep pushing myself forward despite always falling back deeper into the dark hole#I have long accepted how things are but#knowing the one thing that gave me the most strength during dark times will be gone is unbelievably painful#I'm confident things will become brighter at some point. just wondering when. I think I finally deserve a break#just wanted to get it off my chest before retreating back into my “idgaf” behavior#tumblr and moots are my witness#likely tbd#tw cancer
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This is so stupid and such a small thing and idk what it says about me but I always laugh and giggle to myself when people ask me how mom died and I tell them cuz the reaction is almost always “Oh! Oh….oh my god….” Like yeah Baby girl that trauma is trauma-ing big time for me lol
#Mama#as long as Barry and I have been friends he didn’t know how mom died#mostly because I don’t go around talking about it obvy#but I just told him today and like listen Barry is usually a goofy man#like he’s goofy and he’s caring but like doesn’t usually show the caring side a lot#just….just think Bakugou coded ok cuz that’s him#but yeah anyway I told him today#and he of course had that same reaction like ‘Oh! goddamn’#but what got me was immediately after he said ‘the way you react to that kinda worries me Ms. Marq’#he said ‘you said it as if she had died from cancer or something. like you knew it was coming’#and I was like ‘oh no. I didn’t at it was a complete shock lol. that’s also why in the group chat you don’t see me respond until morning’#and he’s like ‘wait why?’#and I was like ‘because most of the time when my phone goes on the bedtime do not disturb mode I am afraid to check it until the morning#and what really made me happy was that he was like ‘Aw. ok I see…. and then paused for a bit and was like#‘I’ll send a ‘good morning Ms Marq’ in the group chat then before I bombard yall with my foolishness#like 🥹🥹🥹#he didn’t make a big deal about it…he understood I’m a little fucked up#and then was like ‘well I’ll offer this little happiness for you maybe it’ll help’#it was a nice moment. I’m very very thankful for work wife and work bestie Barry
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ok my OTHER reflection:
on the one hand its really frustrating to see the posts about docs and healthcare in general on here be so narrow-minded. bad experiences with certain providers have lead to a huge spread of misinformation and mistrust with the whole system. which can and HAS lead to people avoiding 'evil' doctors for perfectly treatable illnesses and dying from them (the vaccine bullshit, anyone?)
but on the other hand. it is TERRIFYING how some of these docs practice medicine. at times i think 'are you just burned out and don't give a shit or are you straight up just stupid?' and i work in critical care. where quite literally every case is life or death. even in the academic sector where there is supposedly a standard of excellence, some doctors i would not let touch my loved ones with a ten foot pole.
and that sucks. i know this is the no nuance piss on the poor webbed site but 'the medical system and people that work for it are fallible and aspects of it are morally questionable at best/unethical at worst' AND 'the field of medicine exists to help people first and foremost and mistrusting/avoiding it can be detrimental in the long run' can and DO co-exist
#also. folks i hate to tell you but 'doctors get big pharma kickbacks and they can cure you but just choose not to to get more money'#is a very tempting conspiracy theory. but it is SO UNTRUE.#hey listen. if someone is telling you they can 'cure' your disease magically if you just take x vitamin THEY ARE LYING#even miraculous cures like bone marrow transplants for autoimmune disease and CAR-T therapy#have such severe side-effects that they quite literally kill you#i can't tell you how many times i've taken care of people who#had their cancer 'cured' but the treatment ruined their kidneys/heart/lungs#or fucked their immune system so bad that a common bacteria could completely take them out#anyone selling you miracles is L Y I N G#i understand that a lot of this anger is around disability and chronic illness and psych and i get that. intimately.#its 100% accurate to say that a patient who researched independently about ehlers-danlos or POTS knows more about it than i do.#and its hard to see the profession as 'people who sincerely ARE trying to help' when you actively work with people who fucking suck#and you think like 'you went to school. you went through all this training. you (presumably) passed boards'#we should have at least around the same level of knowledge#but that is often not the case#still#making large scale statements about an entire profession (especially when its supposed to be a civic service) is just... not good#my two cents rec for this is:#if you think you have something rare or unusual try to find a doc that specialized in this i.e. go to an academic center.#trainees are less set in their ways and can think outside the box PLUS if there are new/innovative treatments they would have them#if you need pretty much ANY surgery. private is the way to go#you want surgeons with high volume and experience#surgical techniques do not change on the dime. most havent changed in 50+ years. a lot of other medicine DOES#(this of course does not apply to specialized surgeries like whipple or PTE or schwannoma resection - go to academics for that)#if its REALLY rare whether medical or surgical your GP will not know what to do with you#academic centers are referral centers. they are more likely to have the right tools to diagnose/treat#where was i going with this?#oh yeah i had an odd interaction with an ED doc admitting to me last night that was NOT practicing within current standard of care#and was just so casual and assured i started to doubt MYself. like. am I the crazy one?!?!#like i'm young i dont know everything SURE
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I get why my dad is in denial but you can’t do that and take an active role in my mom’s care. He needs to decide if he wants to be a major part of that or if he needs to be in denial and not
#he made my mom cry tonight#just pretending every thing is fine#joking with his brother and sil about how she’s home but not mentioning hospice#it made her so sad#she didn’t come home because she got better#I told him to go to a different room to talk if he wanted to talk about things that upset her#but noooooo#that’s where he sits and talks#who cares if she gets upset#he’s chatting#I snapped at him#my husband said he couldn’t say anything because he was just going to say something very mean and upset my mom more#which I completely understand#we’re tired and annoyed at my dad for being less helpful than he should#but we need to try to keep her happy and calm no matter what#my mom has cancer#personal#my moms in hospice
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“i’m an ally to disabled people!” mhm ok so you’re still masking then? oh you’re not? interesting
#i have a chronic pain disorder and a cancer diagnosis so i am very much still masking and even if i wasn’t disabled myself i’d like to think#that my commitment to allyship and community care would supercede any discomfort that comes from continuing to mask#i see a lot of people who are self described allies who have completely stopped masking. babe you are actively doing harm to disabled people#‘but but but-‘ nope. sorry. covid hasn’t just disappeared. people are very much still dying and becoming disabled from it#if you wanna be an ally you can’t just say shit. you have to prove it#i don’t go places bc they’re inaccessible usually but also bc people don’t mask and going anywhere means im putting myself at risk#the studies coming out about this disease are horrifying too#anyway. rant over. wear your masks#covid tw#ableism
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please please please please please please please (I'm being very normal about this idea and I didn't even go ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ inside my head very loudly when I saw these tags (I'm very lying))
SHFJFKFH okay!!! on it boss!! o7 <- salute
#asks#idk it's not even a full idea yet and it's probably me projecting more than anything but i just have it tucked away in my brain#wilson having psychotic depression my beloved ...... i will care for u. through house caring for you <3#its SOO.. ohhh i love it. wilson not realising how deep his depression has gotten. wilson in such a structured routine#he sees no problem with his bad habits. (he's also autistic on the sly but we don't need to talk about that)#wilson magical thinking his way through cancer patients. wilson hallucinating dead and alive patients and freaking out#wilson coming into work half dissociated and completely fucking out of it . wilson panicking about being sectioned#wilson on his worst day missing work because the paranoia + the guilt is so bad#house finding him . “we need to go to the hospital” “no no no no” <- KILL ME.#guys im so normal. whatever
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visiting my mother. idk what i expected lol
#everyone is fucking dying from cancer now#(except for the one who should be lol my grandma's cancer is benign turns out.#worst person ever award goes to me as always but if someone should die it should be her. there. i said it.#they never should have tried to save her from that stroke)#anyway it's unfair af and my mom doesn't deserve this but again. im the worst person ever but i cant fucking deal with this#i cannot be someone's emotional support. least of all hers. when im in this mental state myself.#obv i should never ever have children. but if i do. id rather fucking kms than cry in front of them. never ever ever ever.#call me a heartless bitch ig but at this point i think ive really stopped caring#i wish this wasnt happening to us i wish i were never born or at the very least i wish i had any siblings#with whom i could share the responsibility. but i dont. im fucking alone man. completely and utterly alone in this.#its all on me and im not up to the task and i hate that its asked of me in the first place.#spoiled ungrateful little brat alert but i just cant. cant bring myself to do this cant bring myself to truly care i genuinely feel nothing#i cant bring myself to stop being selfish in this. who tf knows maybe i do have npd it would explain a lot lol
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#so i got a message from my sister telling me something rather tragic had happened in our family#on my mom's side. one of my aunties passed away&my little sister let me know.#she also let me know that my mother is taking it really hard&shed probably really like to hear from me.#&its weird bc any sadness i felt about my aunty dying almost completely evaporated upon it becoming a way to guilt me#into talking to my mother-- like i was not almost dead for a long LONG time&she was actively disowning me bc i wasnt sick the right way#after a lifetime of refusing to believe i was sick AT ALL which directly lead to developing cancer she screamed at me in public#that i was lying about before pretending to drive off a cliff&then refusing to pick up her phone until she called me an hour later#after i had been calling not just her but anyone in our family who could possibly check on her to tell me that i never loved her#&i wouldnt have cared if she died&it would have been my fault.#so like. i dont really give a fuck if shes taking a death in the family poorly? like i dont actually fucking care that this-- like literally#everything else-- needs to center my mother's bad feelings. i just fucking dont lmao.#&im really fucking pissed off that i now have to feel like shit bc i dont feel like i properly feel bad#about my family member dying bc IT BECAME ALL ABOUT MY MOTHER IMMEDIATELY.#i do not fucking UNDERSTAND.#i cannot even put into words how this all makes me feel lmao. why. literally fucking why.#the cherry on top? my aunty died of gastric issues. you know. the family curse that i def didnt get so i got to work thru it all#while being called a liar. you know the type of illness that almost killed ME. that might STILL kill me.#but yeah my mom is sad so i should call&make sure to hold her hand like i always fucking did lets just forget an entire lifetime#&esp the last five years thatll be totally cool.#a tragedy happened in the family so fuck all MY tragedies actually i guess.
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giving my sister a very warped idea of what house md is actually about
#txt#'do you think house faked cancer just so he could see wilson in a nurse outfit. dont tell me the actual reason i dont care'#'he also deserves a syringe that is as big as him. to complete the outfit'#honestly such ideas never crossed my mind but still. would be a shame to keep them in our dms#cannot stress enough how im not weird abt these old men so the sexy nursefication of wilson came out of NOWHERE#things i didnt expect: my sister who has never watched this show explaining in detail abt how this would go down#(the answer is a wilson dream/nightmare where he can play saviornurse as much as he wants)
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just thought about that sherlock relapsed without his support system after being "dead". he's not wearing his sobriety pin anymore. he hasn't told watson about it. watson says he seems happy and he says that working as a detective abroad but not as himself was the best time of his life. I'm not sure if that's actually true????
#i know they only could cram a certain amount of stuff into the finale episode amd I think it was well done. ofc i still wonder#im sure that after sherlock telling josn he's staying#they had a heartfelt conversation abt how both of them hv been the past few years#like. they've been completely out if each other's lives for 2 years. and not in like consenting way as it was when sherlock moved to London#to give Joan some space. so they must be estranged a bit now right. i think the finale did well w showing that 1 year later#they work together again. returning to the roots so to say. and even tho it hasn't been said im surewl sherlock actually moved back in#w joan and took care of her during chemo just like she took care of him while he recovered from pcs.#actually nvm i just went back to rewatch the 1 year later scenes and so at first i thought since watson explicitly says that Rose doesn't hv#time to take care of Arthur on Thursdays that this is smth Sherlock doesn't know. bc if he had been living w them he'd hv known that right??#HOWEVER. when sherlock gets back from moriarty's funeral he asks watson 'do we still own a shovel?' we. WE!!!!#so if he's referring to stuff in the brownstone as theirs then they must live their together.#well and he also says 'as long as we're together' and i don't think 'together' would apply if they lived separated#unless he's referring to together at work#nnnngggu i think im overthinking it. like. sherlock and joan were both ok w living together while joan raises a kid#so why would it be different now. ig i just got hung up on that one thing joan said abt Rose's schedule.#but all other evidence points towards them living together#anyway i need one thousand fanarts and fanfics abt their time while joan fights cancer and their time after that#i haven't seen much fanart of elementary at all lest fanart abt post s7. there's some fics that im going to read tho <3#nnngh i made some typos but im on mobile. might fix them later#fandom related#elementary#elementary holmes#personal log stardate
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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So the lunch was yesterday that my husband went to and he lied to everyone and said I had a stomach ache to save face and that's why I wasn't there and they had the guts to put my name on a physical paper for taking care of his mom. I'm scheduled for Tuesdays with my husband and his brother and I'm like I did not agree to this so I will not be going but also why does that woman need more than one person to take care of her?
Anyways made a FB post so everyone could finally know how I was suffering and how unsupported I am here. I wasn't mean or rude In the post just honest. Mostly a public way to protect myself from any backlash for not helping his mom. Like hey I'm pregnant and can't drink water or breath good, I don't think I should be helping her. Funny how no one in the wrong has liked it or said anything but everyone else has reached out which has been nice. My husband's dads gf who still talks to me even though he has passed on is taking me out to dinner Friday and were having a girls night. So if anything that post showed me who my village is and it's not my husband's mom or siblings.
#she has surgery Thursday and i decided i am not going with my husband to see her#he cna go by himself#i refuse to sit in a car for an hour to get to the hospital#she has lost any amount of caring i had#she has colon cancer so i cant call her out of do anything without looking like a jerk#so ill just remove myself completely from her#makes me mad though cause when his dad was dying he didnt get a schedule of who takes care of him#my husband and i had to move acroos the country and do it ourselves#so honestly if anyone says anything I'll just throw that in their face
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i hate having death related ocd
#harmless breast cysts run in my family and i have them myself and its so hard to not freak out about it#especially since i havent had the chance to get them checked out#and as more time passes since ive discovered the cysts i cant help but wonder if ive missed the early treatable stages of breast cancer#and now im dying#its so scary#and usually the cysts are completely painless but theyve been aching lately and its freaking me out#all i can imagine every second of the day is saying goodbye to my loved ones on my deathbed#or having to break the bad news to them#aaagghhh#i hate this i hate this i hate this#i hate it i hate death related ocd i hate that i cant go a few minutes without picturing it#what am i going to tell everyone if it turns out its true?#i need to make an appointment soon#please god i dont want to fucking die lonely and sad and having contributed nothing useful to society#i dont care if its benign i want this cyst GONE#its been the source of so much pain and anxiety over the years#i can feel it weighing on my chest#i can literally feel the horrible lump it forms inside me even when i dont touch it#horrible. horrible. horrible.#someone please help me i dont know how to handle this
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